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My last assignment for this semester's class is done. Naturally today was the day my focus and comprehension both went out the window. Processing problems FTW!
The more self-aware I become, the more Rudolph hits me in the feels (in spite of the OMG blatant sexism). Conversely, the more I learn about healthy social interactions, the more Rudolph's Shiny New Year makes me cringe and nope.
I was thinking earlier today that even though my parents came and got me out of Reno, nobody ever gave me the feeling that I was home and safe now and somebody was going to take care of me while I recovered from my life falling apart. So I've spent four and a half years not feeling home and safe and nobody's going to take care of me. Which is dragging recovery out like whoa.
I swear if I win the lottery I'm going to hire a nanny and spend three months in footie pajamas coloring.
The more self-aware I become, the more Rudolph hits me in the feels (in spite of the OMG blatant sexism). Conversely, the more I learn about healthy social interactions, the more Rudolph's Shiny New Year makes me cringe and nope.
I was thinking earlier today that even though my parents came and got me out of Reno, nobody ever gave me the feeling that I was home and safe now and somebody was going to take care of me while I recovered from my life falling apart. So I've spent four and a half years not feeling home and safe and nobody's going to take care of me. Which is dragging recovery out like whoa.
I swear if I win the lottery I'm going to hire a nanny and spend three months in footie pajamas coloring.