Noserificus
Nose died today. It was awful, I went upstairs and he didn't say hello so I investigated and found him lying in crap and really cold. I picked him up and he moved so I put him in my top to warm him up and called the vets I took him up sat on my tummy and he was moving then I went in and he stopped. It was really rainy and the car was misting up. I should have just stayed at home and cuddled him, he was so cold. Jo was there and let me out of the back so I didn't have to go back throught the waiting room she was very kind so I walked back to my car with hamster shit on me and him in a box with a towl.I felt so stupid I miss him I want him back I really just want to ignor reality for a while. sleeping is sensible I don't knowif drinking was the right thing to do really. I can't help thinking really. gonna stop there.