What to say?

Nov 07, 2005 17:05

   I've been wallowing in my own self-pity for awhile now. Like a fucking emo, and that's not good. I guess I do that whenever I get depressed, which isn't often. But now that I know this, I'm not gonna do it. I've gotta concentrate on other things now. But it doesn't help when I'm so far behind on my computer science. I found out today that I shouldn't have taken the class I am taking right now, so there's a reason the teacher expects me to know things that I don't know, because I haven't been taught them. Lovely. Now I've gotta buckle down (not that I ever really do that) and just work on figuring everything out. I think I'm getting closer to finishing the current homework I'm working on, but I still have a speedbump to cross before I can finish writing up the main program.
   Saturday was nice. We went to Louie's which had a really bad buffet (although you can never go wrong with crab), and then we went shopping a bit and then my parents took us to the beach and we all hung out there for an hour or two. Savannah was nervous at first, for reasons too long to describe, but she eventually felt better once she found out for herself that my father didn't hate her. We saw this bumper sticker at the store we visited that said: "Eatin' ain't Cheatin,'" to which Savannah replied: "That's such a fat boy's excuse." I laughed.
   The beach was nice, we ran around a bit, and Savannah got her pants wet with the ocean. It always happens that my little brother and sister enjoy being around me whenever a friend of mine is around too. They are attracted to something all of a sudden, and then they don't want to leave me and my friends alone. This is why I don't have friends over too often.
   Savannah stayed at Gaby's (Nancy's) house on Saturday. We dropped her off over there. I neglected to say hi to Gaby for some reason, I don't know why. But I felt bad about that once I realized, especially because she was over there because of her dad. He's gone into the hospital due to circulation complications I believe. I'm not sure what the operation is, but it's something quite complicated and engaging, and I don't believe he's finished yet. He had one operation that day, and he's having another soon, to finish it up I believe. Hopefully it'll do him good, but Gaby said he's been in alot of surgeries, so it seems that this one's only another attempt at prolonging his life. I have good trust in technology today. I'm sure that there won't be any complications with this surgery, and it'll be ok eventually.

padre island, savannah, gaby

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