Broken
I've got work today till three. Lovely.
My brother's a lazy ass, who woke up around probably 11:00 today. I've been up since 6:30 or so because I can no longer sleep in. I have mixed feelings about that though. I'm happy that I don't oversleep because I don't want to waste the day, but I would like to not wake up so early on weekends. I had set my cell alarm to 8:00, and I didn't wake up from it.
Today I'm going to the island with my family, and Savannah. It's gonna be wierd because we're not dating, and either my parents planned for something or something's gonna happen around 5:00, so I'm kinda worried. But I'm gonna try and have fun today.
I've gotta set up a limit again. Savannah and I can only be friends, and I can't let it get farther than that until it's ok.
She's in my dreams alot, the one's I remember. Even if her person isn't there, I will actually think about her during the dream. I think there's symbolism in a couple of the one's I had recently.. I dreamt that a friend of mine was killed the other night. It was horrible because I knew it was coming, and yet I didn't do anything until he was already shot. Then I wanted to cry and somehow bring him back. I ran to reach where he was, but as my dreams go, the plot of my dreams is convoluded and quickly changes, much to my dismay. I got lost in a store where a bunch of people knew that something had happened, but they were being hearded around so they couldn't pay attention to it. I got lost somewhere there in the confusion.
My brother's a lazy ass, who woke up around probably 11:00 today. I've been up since 6:30 or so because I can no longer sleep in. I have mixed feelings about that though. I'm happy that I don't oversleep because I don't want to waste the day, but I would like to not wake up so early on weekends. I had set my cell alarm to 8:00, and I didn't wake up from it.
Today I'm going to the island with my family, and Savannah. It's gonna be wierd because we're not dating, and either my parents planned for something or something's gonna happen around 5:00, so I'm kinda worried. But I'm gonna try and have fun today.
I've gotta set up a limit again. Savannah and I can only be friends, and I can't let it get farther than that until it's ok.
She's in my dreams alot, the one's I remember. Even if her person isn't there, I will actually think about her during the dream. I think there's symbolism in a couple of the one's I had recently.. I dreamt that a friend of mine was killed the other night. It was horrible because I knew it was coming, and yet I didn't do anything until he was already shot. Then I wanted to cry and somehow bring him back. I ran to reach where he was, but as my dreams go, the plot of my dreams is convoluded and quickly changes, much to my dismay. I got lost in a store where a bunch of people knew that something had happened, but they were being hearded around so they couldn't pay attention to it. I got lost somewhere there in the confusion.