Journal Entry: July 6, 2000 - PRIVATE TO SELF, PUBLIC
[PRIVATE TO SELF]
Why is my life a bloody sink hole?
I swear I'm losing it. Isn't that a bad sign? Going to therapy and getting worse? Nothing makes sense and then it does for a split second and then it doesn't again and I don't understand any of it. I don't understand me. I don't know why I bother.
Things only make sense when they shouldn't. When she says I don't have to be that way and I don't want to be. But that's when they make sense. My sense.
What's wrong with that? Why do I hate it so much? And what do I hate? The things that make sense or that they might not anymore?
Remus
Draco
Ginny
Everybody has these entries that are just there. They write what they're thinking and I bet people write them back and tell them what they think.
What would happen if I did that?
Hello out there. This is Harry Potter and I'm going mental.
[/PRIVATE]
Hello out there. This is Harry Potter and I'm going mental.
Why is my life a bloody sink hole?
I swear I'm losing it. Isn't that a bad sign? Going to therapy and getting worse? Nothing makes sense and then it does for a split second and then it doesn't again and I don't understand any of it. I don't understand me. I don't know why I bother.
Things only make sense when they shouldn't. When she says I don't have to be that way and I don't want to be. But that's when they make sense. My sense.
What's wrong with that? Why do I hate it so much? And what do I hate? The things that make sense or that they might not anymore?
Remus
Draco
Ginny
Everybody has these entries that are just there. They write what they're thinking and I bet people write them back and tell them what they think.
What would happen if I did that?
Hello out there. This is Harry Potter and I'm going mental.
[/PRIVATE]
Hello out there. This is Harry Potter and I'm going mental.