12 days til' Christmas...

Dec 13, 2003 00:33

Ok, so it's been awhile, well really quite a bit has happened, but as usual I am to lazy to write it all in here. Here are some highlights:
-we had our revival at church and it went awesome! The spirt of God was so powerful at Claylick, and the messages were wonderful
-I got a job at Domino's (don't work a lot, but a little is better than none, acutally worked 4 hours tonite, wowers, hey that's impressive for me)
-went to the micheal w.smith christmas concert (which was awesome, he has such a gift and the Katina's were AwEsOmE)
-going to the 3 doors down concert on Jan. 16th YAY..me and bev are so gonna get there really early and get front row (we already have floor seats, but we just gotta get up close now)
-haven't got my Christmas shopping done, but don't worry before Christmas Day all will be done

Well, now that I've done some main points I'm just gonna ramble for awhile. Today in class I experienced a feeling I had never felt before, I had the feeling of being persecuted for what I believed in, and it was horrible. My earth and space teacher, Mr.Cox said that "if you are a Christian then u should act as perfect as possible or there is no point in being a Christian at all b/c u would just be a hypocrite." I mean really? No one is perfect, and the one of the many wonderful things about God is he forgives for those times when we are far from perfect, he knows we aren't, which is why Jesus died for us. If one doesn't believe in God, where do they think the first of us came from, or the earth, I mean when u really think about it, it's mind-boggling, at one point in time we were nothing, we had no thought, no feelings, we didn't exist, how did we get to be what we are today!? wow anyway, i dunno, i just had so much I wanted to say, but couldn't even begin to say it, I mean when being a Christian one thing u do is Know U are a Sinner and then he goes and says u need to be perfect. He was like Mother Theresa did a good job of trying to be perfect, so she could try persuing being a Christian. I was like HOLD UP, she may have been an awesome person but she was NOT perfect, she was a sinner just like the rest of us, there is only ONEE in all existence that is perfect!! I wish i could just pour out all the love I have in my heart and how I feel when I kno that God is always there to listen no matter what, then they would know, what it could feel like for them, but i can't, and that is why it is soooo hard to witness........going into the Christmas season I really don't want to focus on the materialistic aspects of Christmas, we are preparing for the day thousands of years ago...when Jesus was brought on THIS earth, and every year I focus (yes I kno I am quilty of this) on what I'm getting somebody, or vice-versa, I'm so nieve

Well now that I have shared what I'm feeling, time for me to leave, till next time (however many months that will be) hehe ~Kat~
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