updating on life and ect.
Howdy ya'll! lol sorry had to be a dork and say that. Well, mom didn't take me to get drug tested which is good and she's chilled a bit now which is really good. We're finally going to redo my room....Thank God. Um Monday Tifferz is gonna stop by and visit. Yipee haven't seen her in forever. God I miss that girl she use to be my best friend we shared almost 8 years together til we drifted apart. Do you know wat its like to lose ur best friend of 8 years its like loosing urself. Anyways Tuesday hair appointment. Sometime soon pedicure and manicure. Ahh that will feel so nice. Then we are redying my hair dark brown and of course pink highlights. Sometime soon I wanna go to Dustin's cuz I miss him too. He may pick on me and not talk to me for a while but I still love that boy. Literally, I don't think I'll ever stop loving him. He's just been such a big part of my life. I know I wouldn't be the person I am today without him. I still sleep with the cute lil bear he got me for Valentine's Day. I wish me and him would get back together because I don't remember being with anyone else and it feeling so right. He just made me feel so safe, cared for, loved, and well-understood. I still remember the one night his mom and my dad were fighting and I went into his room near to tears and he told me I could stay in his room and that they'd be done soon. I felt like for once in my life a guy wanted to make sure I was okay and safe. I wish I still had him around to hold me and I miss every last moment we had. I still remember how I hated leaving his house cause I always left with tears in my eyes. He was more than just a first kiss, he was a first love and maybe even my soulmate.