long time no talkie
Hey Hey Hey
I'm back and it's been awhile since I last wrote. I just got back online last night and had like 500 emails to delete, ppl wanting me to buy a house and a car and all that sh*t son I can't even buy cigarettes legally and ppl want to sell me cars and houses gesh. School will be out soon....yeah it's about f'ing time this year went by so slow it seems like i should be gradutating not just becoming a sophomore. Christina's graduation was last night so she'll be in middle school next year. Da*n I'm getting old I swear.
Well last night I got to talk to Sexy Beast. It was quite pleasent. I love that boy, he's so sweet and funny. That's why he is my bestest friend. He maybe a pothead but he's a good person and a great guy to be around. I still have the bear he got me. It sleeps with me every night....does that mean he's in a way sleeping with me every night? Maybe that's a lil too deep. I color coded my profile in blue for things related to or that remind me of him. Too bad he doesn't know that.
Who knows where me and him will go from here it's either uphill or the usual downfall. Either way I still love him always will and always have. No matter how mad he is at me or vise versa I'm always going to love him and not just as the great friend he is. I miss talkin to Dustin he always found a way to make me smile with the things he'd say and just the way he said them. He'll always have me at his beckon call and I'm sure he knows it and will use it to his advantage. Oh well that's the cost of a first love and all the emotions afterward.
I'm back and it's been awhile since I last wrote. I just got back online last night and had like 500 emails to delete, ppl wanting me to buy a house and a car and all that sh*t son I can't even buy cigarettes legally and ppl want to sell me cars and houses gesh. School will be out soon....yeah it's about f'ing time this year went by so slow it seems like i should be gradutating not just becoming a sophomore. Christina's graduation was last night so she'll be in middle school next year. Da*n I'm getting old I swear.
Well last night I got to talk to Sexy Beast. It was quite pleasent. I love that boy, he's so sweet and funny. That's why he is my bestest friend. He maybe a pothead but he's a good person and a great guy to be around. I still have the bear he got me. It sleeps with me every night....does that mean he's in a way sleeping with me every night? Maybe that's a lil too deep. I color coded my profile in blue for things related to or that remind me of him. Too bad he doesn't know that.
Who knows where me and him will go from here it's either uphill or the usual downfall. Either way I still love him always will and always have. No matter how mad he is at me or vise versa I'm always going to love him and not just as the great friend he is. I miss talkin to Dustin he always found a way to make me smile with the things he'd say and just the way he said them. He'll always have me at his beckon call and I'm sure he knows it and will use it to his advantage. Oh well that's the cost of a first love and all the emotions afterward.