If there is a hell I'll see you there...
Just got done watching a history channel show called "The Bible Code". Very interesting to say the least, even for a skeptic like myself. Either way, i recommend taking a look at it.
Anyhow, my self imposed exile from the world has been uneventful, to say the least. I havn't left the house all weekend except to go get more blacks due mostly to my chainsmoking. What can I say, if I have something that can be consumed in a way, that happens to fall into my grasp, it must be done. Been doing alot of thinking, smoking, sleeping, mindless gaming, etc for the past few days now. I think I have done more sleeping tho in the past few days than I have in the past year. Blah. This is turning into the most pointless enty ever on my part, so on to the point...
Ash wants to talk when she gets home. I've decided to even tho I said I wouldn't till weds of next week. I must be going soft, or just have a soft spot. I still don't know what to say or do or think at this point, but it will surely be interesting to say the least. All I know is i'm tired. I just wish something in my life was stable. Though I suppose I really shouldn't say that, I have so much more than so many others have so i should be grateful. Retract previous statement.
Fuck, i'm just going crazy now so I'll spare all you who actually read this garbage...
My appologies,
--Al
Anyhow, my self imposed exile from the world has been uneventful, to say the least. I havn't left the house all weekend except to go get more blacks due mostly to my chainsmoking. What can I say, if I have something that can be consumed in a way, that happens to fall into my grasp, it must be done. Been doing alot of thinking, smoking, sleeping, mindless gaming, etc for the past few days now. I think I have done more sleeping tho in the past few days than I have in the past year. Blah. This is turning into the most pointless enty ever on my part, so on to the point...
Ash wants to talk when she gets home. I've decided to even tho I said I wouldn't till weds of next week. I must be going soft, or just have a soft spot. I still don't know what to say or do or think at this point, but it will surely be interesting to say the least. All I know is i'm tired. I just wish something in my life was stable. Though I suppose I really shouldn't say that, I have so much more than so many others have so i should be grateful. Retract previous statement.
Fuck, i'm just going crazy now so I'll spare all you who actually read this garbage...
My appologies,
--Al