confused
When do you know it's "the real thing"? I thought it was as real as I thought it could be.. I was in love and with someone seemingly so perfect. If you checked my track record on guys, you would compare this one to my other like comparing a Mercedes and a piece of shit Honda. Yet.. I'm not happy. And my mind and heart lead me back to one person: Tyler. Heck, I've only spent two days with him in my presence; what makes him so special? So what if he had these amazing eyes that captured me from the first minute I looked into them.. so what if his smile drove me crazy.. his hair so boyishly cute.. his laughter and conversation - captivating. He's online and I'm too afraid to send him a message because he must think I'm crazy.. a person who is about to move to Canada and silly me, all the way here in Florida.. as if there's anything that could happen. But I know there was something between us.. even after the first minute we spoke. He's just so insightful and young and openminded and I loved every minute shared between us. What is a girl to do?