(no subject)

[brok3ninside005]

just cant sleep
i cant bear to think
about the things that scare
scare away the things i once loved
i want to love them again
i want to live
and forget

just take me away
surprise me with that one thing
that will bring me back
to the life i once lived
there is only one that can do that
and it isnt gonna happen cus i think he hates me
i dont want him to love me
i just want him to miss me
like i miss him
i dont love him
but i do miss him
i miss the sweet sincere
just the thought that someone is there
for me if and when i need them

i miss you ... i dont think you kno ... and you probably wont kno .. but i do and i always will !

Ox***still at my aunts ... prolly be home on like saturday ! ***xO