I don't like to be alone in the night but i do love you
CHRISTOPHER IS HOME FROM JAPAN!!! He just got back and called me when he walked in the door and is calling in a few minutes after seeing the fam and stuff. I"M SO HAPPY!!! today was kind of really crappy so it really just made my whole day a million times better. i'm waiting for amalia to be done on the dorm phone b/c she isn't getting service for her verizon over here even...i'm so anxious!! i can't take this waiting!!! I haven't been this excited for something since i last remembered!! so i'll write here while i'm waiting!! Today was crappy for a few reasons. First i had a huge mix up w/ picking up my medicine and i had to call the 800 line and the woman was upset for me b/c they TOLD me there'd be a place nearby i could pick it up and the closest one is in buffalo and that's not close at all!! the nurse on the phone was so nice and helped but it was so frustrating i was just so fed up and my ethernet wasn't working and so i had to try and figure all that crap out and then i'm trying to learn these songs for the stupid Fantasticks auditions and can i just tell you how ludacris this is for just one second. So the show is all guys but one female...who is a soprano. I am not a soprano nor a male, therefore...WHY DO I HAVE TO AUDITION?!?!? I understand the basis of the BFA audition stuff but it would nEVER audition for this in the real world and it's not like i'm learning through this so i can be liek" well it's an experience i can get in college" yeh a TERRIFYING one that is totlaly pointless . that's like going into an audition for The Color Purple and expecting to be taken seriously. HONEstly mary!! the charbster never fails...So yay i'm terrified of that audition and just want it ot be over...and basler and i went to the library to learn the music and the place was closed! so i copied her music she needed and subsequently left my music in the office of gregory. so on my return back to pick it up i lost my suny card so i had to walk back THEn to get my card...so that was recockulous!! I have never felt so incompetant!!brb