Emo
I feel so dumb writing in this thing... its been almost a year since i last did and guess what.... i'm back right where i was. Apparently I haven't grown up much in the last year. I was in love with him and i still am.... why?... Why can't I shake this feeling that he's the one i'm supposed to be with? He's awful... he breaks my heart every chance he gets but I want him... I'm not perfect either... I find it so easy to forgive him for the mistakes he makes because i make them too. He says he loves me... says he just has trouble telling me how i feel.. tells me we'll be happy if we're together... but i'm not happy right now. right now i am stressing about whether its true... right now my heart is aching because i want him so much... right now i just want to lie down.