just get out.

Jun 27, 2005 22:43

so jesse and i get into this verbally abraisive conversation about deej and caitlin ( Read more... )

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midnitestalker June 28 2005, 19:29:54 UTC
i know what u are talking about i trust NOONE... and to let clifford have my trust is realy hard...i say i fell bad and he wants to know every single detail...well sometime that is all i can say i have no details...and my walls have NEVER came down for anyone (ok may be cliff sometimes)...

but people are hard to trust and i will never realy trust another person in my life...that is just how we are....

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brn_eyes_dreams June 29 2005, 03:44:58 UTC
he knew a lot of stuff.
one thing in particular that i know you know and he was the first person i EVER told that to.
and that piece of information in my life basically is the highest guarded part of my past.
you basically know everything about me if you know that and i have directly talked and told you what happened.
i don't want other guys to know about that. i don't feel like telling anyone else because it's the past.

i'm sorry that he's like that. he's always that way.
but that's because he loves and you and wants to be able to help if somethings bothering you.
vis versa, you shouldn't have to feel obligated to say everything on you mind.

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crookwang June 30 2005, 08:46:22 UTC
you shouldn't have to feel obligated to say everything on you mind.

yup thats very true

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crookwang June 30 2005, 08:45:48 UTC
you never really ever gave your trust to anyone christine and the only who you can blame all yourdown falls is on your self for letting people walk all over you. and beside what ever happed in your life that made you not trust anyone.

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midnitestalker June 30 2005, 16:01:11 UTC
i gave it to you but it was hard!...u still have it but sometimes telling you what is realy on my mind is realy hard for me!....clifford i love you!
i realy do so please don't forget that and....i don't know like u said i have always been a fucked up person!...(but thanx to u i am a lil better!)

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brn_eyes_dreams June 30 2005, 20:58:37 UTC
this is none of my business but i'm going to say something cause this is on my LJ and the comments are emailed to me...
clifford you need to give her time.
if something happened in her life that makes christine not want to say everything because for some reason she's uncomfortable or feels shy or w/e you should just let it go.
if she's meant to tell you about it she will. she's NOT keeping untruthful secrets from you because she's not like that and she loves you.
just let her have some space.
even though you guys have been together for a very long time and she still doesn't open up completely doesn't mean she doesn't fully trust you.
just give it time ok.
it's not my place at all to say anthing but this is how i feel when jesse does this to me.
sorry if i upset anyone.

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??? crookwang July 1 2005, 06:14:19 UTC
Word!!! yo

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Re: ??? midnitestalker July 1 2005, 16:31:54 UTC
you tard...don't sayanything..until you read you just wanted to reply sily!

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midnitestalker July 1 2005, 16:31:16 UTC
ok...cliff is braindmaged,...hahaha i love him!!!!
~word yo~ hahaha

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brn_eyes_dreams July 1 2005, 17:08:21 UTC
i was wonder what was up.
word.

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