understanding
At times I truly don't get why lifes as it is. I know many say its what you make it or its what god has chosen to give you, but really what is it ? I have many blessings in my life as well as many trials which is pretty typical. But right now I am someone I don't get. I no longer care about others like I use to. If they can't take me for who I am or put forth the same effort I do then they can suck eggs. All these people who I know that act like wonderful people ha! I know the truth behind a lot of things. I see into what people don't want me to. Just god I can't done whole shiney happy persons anymore nor do I want to. It wasa always for the feelings of others and to protect them I guess I just don't want to try anymore.. I really don't like people lol and I don't can if someone feels that's not christian like. Yeah feeling random much haha...