Sep 05, 2006 09:58
This is not what college is supposed to be like. I just got out of my first class (Spanish) and supposedly we get an attendance grade. This sucks. In college the teachers aren't supposed to care if we come to class or not. I have an hout until my next class and I have nothing to do and no one to talk to. Also, I'm sick. So no one even wants to talk to me. I feel gross and tired and lonely. This sucks. I want to go to class and learn, but I also want to have friends and go to parties. There is a girl sitting on this bench w/ me. I'm going to talk to her. I mean I think I am going to. She seems alone too. Everyone is walking around w/ ppl or talking on their phones. I don't even know anyone who is awake right now. Well, my parents, but that is retarded. I'm not going to call my dad and be like "wassup daddyo?". And the damn coffee shop doesn't take fucking credit cards...I need caffeine. Ugh, ok I need to stop ranting and just talk to someone. But like most of the ppl in my Spanish class were sophomores too...they don't want to talk to me...they all knew each other and stuff.