Feb 10, 2008 00:51
I had such a wonderful time tonight! I went Amy's sex toy party over at Mary's. I hung out with people who once disliked me/my actions who are now ok with me again. It was so good to see these people again because I really missed them. I look forward to building friendships again. I'll admit, as usual, I talked too much, but it turned out ok... apparently I was entertaining or at least amusing or something.
I'm finally who I want to be. I'm happy with me. I'm happy with Hugh. I'm learning more all the time, even out of school. I'm getting married. I'll be back in school soon. I'll soon be financially independent and am working towards it everyday. It feels good to be alive. Sorry I scared some of you with my last post... that was depression and stress talking and I'm ok now.
Next Sunday Sean should be coming up and we'll be recording Hugh and my first dance song, an original called "My Everything". I'm so excited about it! Hugh's back in the Staggerers and is starting a band with Tom called Bedlam and Squallor. So music is going really well right now. :o)
Other than all that good stuff, Hugh's making snackies right now, so I'm going to go eat some munchies. :)
Peace.
wedding,
friends,
life,
good days