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[brittangel777]

Sooooooooooooooo... yeah. Definitely the second thoughts about being back here. They have nothing to do with how much I like or dislike Taylor, its how much I like or dislike myself and the situations at Taylor. I mean, for pete's sake. How in the world did I bruise the INSIDE of my chest in intramurals? Enough that I wasn't breathing properly and NOT NOTICING. And how did this happen THE DAY BEFORE MY HUGE CON LAW TEST?!?!?! Maybe its the Lord saving me from bombing a huge important test but right now I just feel like I'm giving Loy more and more reasons to think I'm a slacker and a bother. I do have a brain! I promise! Apparently its just not readily... apparent. Grar. I miss my baby girls so much. I miss being there to help my mom take care of them. I feel guilty that I'm not. Yes, I know, I know, not my issue to feel guilty about. But that's how it is. I have training for MOPS tonight and I don't really feel like I am up to going to that either. I don't feel up to anything. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH THE DEPRESSION IS EATING MY BRAIN MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!

*ahem*

Yes, um, so...

If you want to come over and play with my hair and scratch my back and tell me stories and hear my woes in a bigger picture FOR GOODNESS SAKES CALL ME AND COME OVER.

Just putting that out there.

I'M A VIRGIN!

Heh, sorry, inside joke with Anna and our entire French class, excluding the prof... :-P

Ok, the end.