Oct 21, 2002 14:47
hey kids! long time, no write :) yeah, that was corny, lick my ass - hehe
hows everyone doin? things are so much better with me! school is going alright, and i have found a good group of buddies :) the whole "guy" situation is kinda non-existent - but its cool :) i'm just waiting around for the right guy, cause yes - Britta is finally ready for an actual relationship! but i'm not just settling for any random guy that comes along, i'm being damned picky! a lot of the girls here are pretty... whats the word... oh yeah, SLUTTY. so it ruins it for us good girls, but whateva, i'm keepin' my morals! and soon enough i'll find someone who can appriciate them! :)
I thought i had found a guy a couple weekends ago... we spent the entire weekend together and he just seemed too good to be true, which eventually i discovered that he was... and that was that! he has like 10 million friends with benefits, and i'm sure he thought he could add me to that list, but he couldn't have been any more wrong! as much as i did like him (and still kinda do) and as gorgeous as he is... ::sigh:: ... i'll move on! speaking of moving on...
this weekend i met 2 GUYS! woop woop. One's name was Drew, and i got drunk with him and few of my choir buddies on Friday. He knows a lot of my friends back home cause he's in a band with some of them, he plays drums, and he was a total doll. I didn't really think anything of it, but then today i saw him again and we talked and stuff, and i realized how incredibly sweet this guy is and HOW CUTE HE IS! haha - woohoo...
and then later on that night i talked to this guy Steve from choir who i've never talked to before really. He was a total doll too, and took care of me in my little drunken stupper... and then walked me home and held my hand and told me he thought i was pretty (cause i get really down on myself when i'm drunk) walked me up to my room, helped me set my alarm clock (my parents were coming early the next morning) and tucked me into bed, and get this - kissed me on my forehead. I told him i wanted an actual kiss and for him to cuddle with me, but he said not when i'm drunk... what a nice kid :) and then to top it all of, he wrote "quiet, angel sleeping..." on my board outside my door... ::sigh:: .... it was a good weekend all in all!
anywho - let me know how ya'll are doing!
love you kids
later gators