I'm not happy.
You guys...
I'm not happy here. I want home. I want my friends. I want my family. I want my LIFE. I honestly hate it here sometimes. You have to go out every night and party, or you're considered lame or something. My roommate is mad as hell at me, and I don't really know why. I just wanna go home.
This whole thing has really made me realize how much my friends back home mean to me. Those kids are my WORLD. I just wish with all I am that I could have them here with me right now. They'd make everything alright again, they always seem to know how to do that with me. They love me for who I really am. They know when I'm being phoney - and they don't have any problem telling me when I fucked up.
But here - the only friend that can really see who "Britta" is, for everything I am - is my roommate. That girl is awesome. And I've done something to upset her, but she won't tell me what I did. Journal, all I honestly want to do is make things better between she and I, because very honestly - she's the only person up here that I can consider a true friend.
Sorry for all this. I'm just down and out. Hopefully things will get better.
later gators.
I'm not happy here. I want home. I want my friends. I want my family. I want my LIFE. I honestly hate it here sometimes. You have to go out every night and party, or you're considered lame or something. My roommate is mad as hell at me, and I don't really know why. I just wanna go home.
This whole thing has really made me realize how much my friends back home mean to me. Those kids are my WORLD. I just wish with all I am that I could have them here with me right now. They'd make everything alright again, they always seem to know how to do that with me. They love me for who I really am. They know when I'm being phoney - and they don't have any problem telling me when I fucked up.
But here - the only friend that can really see who "Britta" is, for everything I am - is my roommate. That girl is awesome. And I've done something to upset her, but she won't tell me what I did. Journal, all I honestly want to do is make things better between she and I, because very honestly - she's the only person up here that I can consider a true friend.
Sorry for all this. I'm just down and out. Hopefully things will get better.
later gators.