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havent thought of this in so long
but its came into my mind
havent wrote about this
but i think its time
your getting worse
your getting weaker
your getting even more exhausted
never ever saw you like this
never thought i would
but i have
and it hurts
i feel so guilty
feel like its all my fault
im tareing you down more and more with each and every day that passes
im sorry for fighting with you
but you caused it and you know it
yell at me for things ive never done
i cry all the time
thinking of what my life will be without you
hurts just to even think of it
hurts just to even picture it
i tried to get close again
but i pulled back away
i guess its a lost cause
i guess its never gonna happen
dont go yet
your not even old
dont go yet
you havent even seen me fully grow up
just want someone to be here
just want someone to show they care
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my thoughts there so tempting
cant tell you how much
think about it every second
this place feels so empty
seems like everyone around me doesnt care
the pain thats going through my helpless heart
cant even begin to explain how much it hurts
wish someone would listen
wish someone would atleast tell me they care
loneliness has always lived in my heart
tareing every inch of it apart
you ripped out my heart and stomped on it too
you dont even realize what all im going through
you dont even realize the pain you've put me through
if only you knew what all i think
if only you knew how much it hurts
if this never happened i'd be so happy
if this never happened i'd be myself again
but it did and im so fucking hurt by it
almost everyday i remember and think of it
i tried to forget
i tried to not care
i tried to move on
i tried talking about it too
im finally in despair
i've cried so much all over this
my eyes are so tired
can't cry nomore
its all because of you
i want to just pour out all the pain i hold inside
i just want to let it all go
just let it spill
but no one seems to be there
after all of this you DID tare me down
but over the years i've grown stronger
nomatter what though its always gonna burn in my broken heart
theres only one person that knows what this is about
that one person i trust
the one that knows everything
but its came into my mind
havent wrote about this
but i think its time
your getting worse
your getting weaker
your getting even more exhausted
never ever saw you like this
never thought i would
but i have
and it hurts
i feel so guilty
feel like its all my fault
im tareing you down more and more with each and every day that passes
im sorry for fighting with you
but you caused it and you know it
yell at me for things ive never done
i cry all the time
thinking of what my life will be without you
hurts just to even think of it
hurts just to even picture it
i tried to get close again
but i pulled back away
i guess its a lost cause
i guess its never gonna happen
dont go yet
your not even old
dont go yet
you havent even seen me fully grow up
just want someone to be here
just want someone to show they care
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
my thoughts there so tempting
cant tell you how much
think about it every second
this place feels so empty
seems like everyone around me doesnt care
the pain thats going through my helpless heart
cant even begin to explain how much it hurts
wish someone would listen
wish someone would atleast tell me they care
loneliness has always lived in my heart
tareing every inch of it apart
you ripped out my heart and stomped on it too
you dont even realize what all im going through
you dont even realize the pain you've put me through
if only you knew what all i think
if only you knew how much it hurts
if this never happened i'd be so happy
if this never happened i'd be myself again
but it did and im so fucking hurt by it
almost everyday i remember and think of it
i tried to forget
i tried to not care
i tried to move on
i tried talking about it too
im finally in despair
i've cried so much all over this
my eyes are so tired
can't cry nomore
its all because of you
i want to just pour out all the pain i hold inside
i just want to let it all go
just let it spill
but no one seems to be there
after all of this you DID tare me down
but over the years i've grown stronger
nomatter what though its always gonna burn in my broken heart
theres only one person that knows what this is about
that one person i trust
the one that knows everything