Nov 12, 2005 01:00
I cant fall asleep yet again. It is now going on 1:00am and I have to be up for work at 4:30am. I have 3 and a half hours to sleep before i go to work for 6 hours. I am wearing myself down. This is just a repeat of last year. I am just waiting for them to verify that I am dieing. But I will never know because I dont have insurance.
No matter how bad life gets just always remember you have your dreams when you sleep. Sleeping is the most wonderful moment I have. No longer is reality good. I must turn to when I am all alone laying under my blankets holding my teddy bear tight. That is when I can truly imagine what life is suppose to be.
Dreams might not come true but you can always turn to them when youre asleep!!
May God Bless Everyone With Joy In Their Life....
I might not of had you for very long but It was the best time of my life. I will never forget anything. These moments will live on forever in my dreams....
TDD My Love Goes Out To You... BCR