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So I worked my ass off working out. I have nothing to do but go to work, cry, workout, cry, think, sleep, and do some more crying. This is my downfall. I have it the pits. It is now official. I looked at apartments today with Angela. I found some and I can move in in two weeks. I am glad I am getting my own place but it just will seem empty. I wont have anyone to share it with. And let me remind you I am scared of the dark.
I just want you and that is that!!!
I cant take this no more!!!!
I am no longer falling apart I am in thousands of pieces.
I just dont know what to do.
I cant live like this. I just cant do it without you!!!
My dreams are now shattered. Will I ever become one again?! Only you can answer that!
I always pictured myself having a beautiful wedding. Having the one I love stand next to me. I am waiting for that moment to say "I Do" Then everything will fall into place. I want to have children. Your children. I want to grow old with you. I want to lay next to you in bed. I want to take care of you when you are sick. I want to support our family. I want to have the grand kids come over and we can make cookies together. I want to share with them the true love their grandparents have for each other. And how we met when we were young. I want a life with YOU!!
I LOVE YOU TRAVIS!!!
I just want you and that is that!!!
I cant take this no more!!!!
I am no longer falling apart I am in thousands of pieces.
I just dont know what to do.
I cant live like this. I just cant do it without you!!!
My dreams are now shattered. Will I ever become one again?! Only you can answer that!
I always pictured myself having a beautiful wedding. Having the one I love stand next to me. I am waiting for that moment to say "I Do" Then everything will fall into place. I want to have children. Your children. I want to grow old with you. I want to lay next to you in bed. I want to take care of you when you are sick. I want to support our family. I want to have the grand kids come over and we can make cookies together. I want to share with them the true love their grandparents have for each other. And how we met when we were young. I want a life with YOU!!
I LOVE YOU TRAVIS!!!