..* where is my life going??* ..
Well it has been awhile since i have updated this thing. * ?? Well as far as school goes i could care less anymore.. here is why??
.. Lets see... i came down to my mOms for the summer vacation thing and well everything was fine until tOday. I dOn't knOw if yOu all knOw this but i have a really f*cked up ex-stepfather. Everything was goin great today until i gOt wOke up by my mOm and him fighting and shit hit the fan. it was abOut 9:00 when i woke up and heard them fighting. I dOn't knoW what to Tell you other than i had to stop from him hurting her. he got all up in my face and i told him to go to hell and he thinks his shit doesn't stink and everybody is so f'n scuured of him well i let him know that i wasn't and im not gonna let some black ass nigga yell and scream at me and my mamma. so whatever you do .. don't let anyone in your life mess your future up ... lets just say step-parents are hell and they think they can do whatever the fuck they want but they can't . ... just to prove my point. my life is screwed right now and Im tryin to get a job to help me and my mom get a place of our own ... and we will... i will work and help her out. whatever i can to help. im just tired of her running back to that crazy ass and she won't do it again. i love my mom and all but she can be a hard head. you just cant' trust everybody. don't do it!!* the fight was mainly over money and all i got to say is you don't need anyone to survive. husband or wife. g/f or b/f.. just keep your friends cause they really were there for me untill some of them turned their back . what do they call those ppl.....BACKSTABERS*
Other than that big fight today. i have had fun. we went swimming everyday and i got really dark . im coming in tomorrow night but i don't know how long Im stayin... here are a few randoms**
..R.a.n.d.o.m.s.*
.Me and Will broke up a few ago. im still not over him but it's getting better for me.
. I lost about 3 friends that i thought were friends. but the hell with them * don't need em!!!
and just to one of them .. if you read this .. all i gotta say is your a dirty bitch * (you stupid whore)
.. Right now Im at Renae's. .. one of my mom's friends. watching a movie and chillin. *
.. I need to talk to Nick. I miss you! lol* <--your such a great person. don't ever change-->*
. .. But I think this is it. i have a lot of things on my mind and i just had to put in here .. just comment and let me know that your still out there thinkin bout me. lol.. muah
I love you all so very very much.*
. Brittany .