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-sighs-
ok, saz left. why? i don't know the exact reason but i have a little bit of an idea. i loved that girl, she said she'll be back. but suddenly. without her to run to and talk about the cool things i've done, and ... other things. it just.. doesn't seem like so much fun anymore.
saz i never lied when i called you my sister, we went through something really really tough together, and you helped me pull through. and watching you walk away, it scares me. because what if i do the same thing. what if this doesn't go away. what if the baggage i have for the things that happend eats away at me.
because truthfully... the more and more i think about it. the more it sucks. so im gonna press the imaginary button and stop thinking about it. im done. i think its time for some changes. in myself. in the way i deal with things. because this whole doormat britney thing. it doesn't do it anymore.
tonight. i got a fucking major ass stripping show. im talking butt ass nekkid eating cherries out of my mouth, with lots of grindage. thank you truth or dare gods. and thank you shane wests parents for your wonderful gene pool and i will be sending you a fruit basket or something for christmas.
on the 25th of this month.. i'll have been in the group for 3 months. god damn. seems like years. ok. im gonna go to sleep cause im sick of losing sleep over shit.
saz. where ever you are. i love you.
ok, saz left. why? i don't know the exact reason but i have a little bit of an idea. i loved that girl, she said she'll be back. but suddenly. without her to run to and talk about the cool things i've done, and ... other things. it just.. doesn't seem like so much fun anymore.
saz i never lied when i called you my sister, we went through something really really tough together, and you helped me pull through. and watching you walk away, it scares me. because what if i do the same thing. what if this doesn't go away. what if the baggage i have for the things that happend eats away at me.
because truthfully... the more and more i think about it. the more it sucks. so im gonna press the imaginary button and stop thinking about it. im done. i think its time for some changes. in myself. in the way i deal with things. because this whole doormat britney thing. it doesn't do it anymore.
tonight. i got a fucking major ass stripping show. im talking butt ass nekkid eating cherries out of my mouth, with lots of grindage. thank you truth or dare gods. and thank you shane wests parents for your wonderful gene pool and i will be sending you a fruit basket or something for christmas.
on the 25th of this month.. i'll have been in the group for 3 months. god damn. seems like years. ok. im gonna go to sleep cause im sick of losing sleep over shit.
saz. where ever you are. i love you.