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Had a girl day today went to the beach to tan, park, coffees chats job talk, where we want to go, etc, boys....the usual it feels so good to be around females, before this the females in my life were far from the womanly part that I had hid, and we're all oddballed in our own way its like sex and the city.
The 29th we want to go to the zoo or maybe the week after who knows when
Jay ÈIf I said that I would be thrown out on my face...its only four stairs but theyère pretty tall onesÈ
and now ive been at Kevins since saturday night....he is asleep drunk for the past three nights we have tried to have a bath together....one night he just stayed upstairs i rushed here after the gym excited to have a bath and share things with him wanted to surprise him....but then i ended up having a bath by myself got upset that he doesnt seem to be into it at all but then makes a big point to say he is every once in a while its enough that i have a hard time with confidence and life in general why do i feel like i am always the one trying
in fact tonight i think hes not even into me but im becoming accustomed to being alone, figure i can at least sketch and get up early tomorrow to go home god i cant think after working
what do i need to do
things at work to keep entertained, email gina, write grandpa letter,
see matt danielle georgia rules show doc appt thursday 10 am cancel or keep call valerie tuesday 3-11
daryl bejing on 25th
jamie and sara drinks!
business book g2 at different locations
set up pc financial banking
see chris
school look into moving home from jan to summer blah
pay cell bill
insurance companies
call danielle in the morning
the few weeks i felt really connected with him
The 29th we want to go to the zoo or maybe the week after who knows when
Jay ÈIf I said that I would be thrown out on my face...its only four stairs but theyère pretty tall onesÈ
and now ive been at Kevins since saturday night....he is asleep drunk for the past three nights we have tried to have a bath together....one night he just stayed upstairs i rushed here after the gym excited to have a bath and share things with him wanted to surprise him....but then i ended up having a bath by myself got upset that he doesnt seem to be into it at all but then makes a big point to say he is every once in a while its enough that i have a hard time with confidence and life in general why do i feel like i am always the one trying
in fact tonight i think hes not even into me but im becoming accustomed to being alone, figure i can at least sketch and get up early tomorrow to go home god i cant think after working
what do i need to do
things at work to keep entertained, email gina, write grandpa letter,
see matt danielle georgia rules show doc appt thursday 10 am cancel or keep call valerie tuesday 3-11
daryl bejing on 25th
jamie and sara drinks!
business book g2 at different locations
set up pc financial banking
see chris
school look into moving home from jan to summer blah
pay cell bill
insurance companies
call danielle in the morning
the few weeks i felt really connected with him