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I was recently asked if CSU Channel Islands is everything I wanted and expected...
I wasn't sure how to answer the question. For a while, i wasn't sure if this was going to happen. But in the end, I'm here and i figure I can't complain cuz i could be still at home. Maybe its a little too early for me to be able to answer these questions. I don't even know if I set expectations when considering coming up here. i guess i just knew that its what I wanted to do and i was going to make it happen. And it all just came together to happen.
I guess I just have yet to have something happen to know that this is exactly where I'm suppose to be. I don't even know if there is a something, this is just the place I'm at for now.
Not entirely sure if the living situation is going to be the same for my entire time here. it works for now and stick with it for now and maybe i'll change it for the fall or stay for a year and then move on. i do like it here, but I think the price is a little high and in the future it may not work. it is still cheaper than the dorms, but not by too much. Its starting to make sense why the other room hasn't been rented and not even any prospects.
I guess i will just let my future finances determine how long I should stay here for.
I'm not some big drinker, but I want to feel like if I wanted to I could have a couple drinks on the weekend. I do have alcohol from when Jaime was out of town, but its in my closet(which is not in my room). And i can't just bring it out whenever. Last night I started to make a drink thinking I finally had the house to myself and as soon as I go to the closet to grab the bottle of rum, Taylor and her friends come walking in. Then they were here till 1 am being loud and taking advantage of the fact that Jaime was on a date. Also meaning that I was up till 1 am.
i think I'm still adjusting and its take a little longer than expected.
i feel like I'm neglecting this journal... i do check it a lot, but I never really write in it that often. I actually don't write a lot in general anymore. Maybe I should work on it and start writing more often.
my desk is a mess, so i have to clean it. the cleaning service is coming tomorrow and I figure take advantage of what I can afterall I'm paying more than I should be. I still don't really get the cleaning so that someone can clean. And I really don't think they do that great of a job, if you are going to clean you should at least do a good job.
I wasn't sure how to answer the question. For a while, i wasn't sure if this was going to happen. But in the end, I'm here and i figure I can't complain cuz i could be still at home. Maybe its a little too early for me to be able to answer these questions. I don't even know if I set expectations when considering coming up here. i guess i just knew that its what I wanted to do and i was going to make it happen. And it all just came together to happen.
I guess I just have yet to have something happen to know that this is exactly where I'm suppose to be. I don't even know if there is a something, this is just the place I'm at for now.
Not entirely sure if the living situation is going to be the same for my entire time here. it works for now and stick with it for now and maybe i'll change it for the fall or stay for a year and then move on. i do like it here, but I think the price is a little high and in the future it may not work. it is still cheaper than the dorms, but not by too much. Its starting to make sense why the other room hasn't been rented and not even any prospects.
I guess i will just let my future finances determine how long I should stay here for.
I'm not some big drinker, but I want to feel like if I wanted to I could have a couple drinks on the weekend. I do have alcohol from when Jaime was out of town, but its in my closet(which is not in my room). And i can't just bring it out whenever. Last night I started to make a drink thinking I finally had the house to myself and as soon as I go to the closet to grab the bottle of rum, Taylor and her friends come walking in. Then they were here till 1 am being loud and taking advantage of the fact that Jaime was on a date. Also meaning that I was up till 1 am.
i think I'm still adjusting and its take a little longer than expected.
i feel like I'm neglecting this journal... i do check it a lot, but I never really write in it that often. I actually don't write a lot in general anymore. Maybe I should work on it and start writing more often.
my desk is a mess, so i have to clean it. the cleaning service is coming tomorrow and I figure take advantage of what I can afterall I'm paying more than I should be. I still don't really get the cleaning so that someone can clean. And I really don't think they do that great of a job, if you are going to clean you should at least do a good job.