Not stoppin' til i catch the sunlight in my eyes...

Apr 02, 2006 07:18

Hmm...something to say?

Sleep is good for your body. Don't go without it for too long.

Life has genuinely tuckered me out in every single way. I have hit the point to where my body has completely booted down. The only thing I can really experience right now is the stabbing, bloody, burning hot pain of quick flashes of memories burning their image into my retinas even though they are weeks gone...

Possible summer job with decent pay helping with sound in theaters in Branson? A lot of experience in the exact direction I've been wanting my life to travel in but have been too scared to face? Hmm...a full day trapped in a backwards town two and a half hours away with backwards, lazy-eyed, "n**ger"-spitting people who, nonetheless, try will for some reason make you look hard at your life. Maybe it's just the taking of shelter in a swelteringly humid car with no contact to the outside world but the trails of your cigarette smoke and the screaming desperation of your thoughts waiting four hours for SOMETHING to happen.

Whatever it was, I'm glad to be home in the haunted town of Conway.

Pardon me; I'm going to go sleep away the day.
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