Mar 27, 2006 00:53
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl who's still around the morning after.
I think the most painful thing is caring for someone and wanting my hardest to reach out to them, but knowing that it wouldn't be right for me to--knowing that it would instigate chaos.
So, the best music moment I've ever had in my life happened to me Saturday night; I was visited by Elliott Smith's ghost!
--Pavel and I were sitting in my room at home and I put on some Elliott Smith. We sat around smoking bowls and cigarettes and talking about the enigmas of life and love...when I noticed we were on the song "2:45 AM." I heard the lyric "It's 2:45 in the morning..." and I happened to flick my eyes to the clock on my computer and saw it change to 2:45 AM. Needless to say I commenced to freaking out.
My physical self-conception is causing me to debate choosing to ruin my life. Oh, the choices are so short and easy to make. Sniff, sniff...
I wish my fingernails were tingling.
Sweet...sweet, dead life.
-Bb