rest in peace mr. cassidy
omggggg so i never update anymore. and i always say that i'm going to because i do so much and i want to remember it. lmao. well anyway, winter was so fun, sterling opened again, but its called tuxedo ridge now, and i got a job there, first i worked in tickets with catie rost but towards the end i was working in rentals with myles. omg i met the best people ever, it seriously was my favorite job. hmmmm so i really loved working there with vinny and sal and krista amanda danielle rodger dave greg ryan and other people like they're the only people i hung otu wtih over winter. then it closed and i still talk to most of them, me sal myles danielle and others went out a coupel times just to eat food or something. then omg on the last day we had a party and everyone was like running up tiger nad peopel went down on a picnic table and it was really funny. then people were going down on trays and branson, the rentals manager went down on these ski things and went right into a puddle and got soaked, it was SO funny. haha but i really liked working there. oh and i FINALLY learned how to do rails when i went to camelback with adrienne and other people from the ski club, it was a lot of fun. and also that night joey and dana and danas new boyfried reed and natasha were all home so we all went to gasho and it was really fun. umm and i started rock climbing at this place called the gravity vault, i go liek every friday it's really so fun. then last friday 4/20, such a bad day, i went rock climbign with my little sister adrienne and tania and it was so fun and we were like flirting wit hthese guys until we found out they were like 27 but they were so cute anyway then we are leaving and im driving in the center lane and then i changed to the right lane and then i went to make a right into mcdonals and some asshole in a uhaul truck runs into me and my car liek spins all the way around and i'm liek facing traffic and i had a bottle of bacardi apple in my car, so adrienne and tania brought that into mcdonalds and his i them the police came and everyone was okay so they just like took down our names and wrote down my insurance info and stuff and then we went into eat food, then we left and i dropped off tania at her house then i dropped off kerianne at peggy vaness's house because my mom was there so then me and adrienne finally get to the sand pits b/c there is a party there and it was so bad, lmao i didnt even want to drink but i met lexi and shes mad cool. but then i drank a lot, like 3/4 of the bottle of bacardi apple ahh and then i threw up and passed out and got into a fight with ryan and then at like 2:30 everyone left except corey and myles, and i asked corey to go get my blanket form my car so he did but it was freeezing out and i honestly thought i was gonna freeze to death and then like myles and corey were screaming at me b/c i could not walk and we were on top of a mountain so then they liek carried me down to eddies house and all i remember was throwing up on eddies floor and then waking up the next morning lmao then i came home wit hadrienne and then she left and i took a shower and went to sleep because i was soo tired and hung over and i felt so sick. then that night i went to daniels house and then we went to this kid steve's house to play beer pong but i didnt crink because i was still sick lmao. never drinking that much again. umm then oh shit i went to the waterfalls a bunch of times with adrienne tania myles andrew adam chris and other poeple, acutally i only went twice but they are sick, then thurday 4/26 we had a half day so after school i went to the diner with robby tania and adrienne and mg robby paid for all of us it was so nice! then we dropped off robby and went to michaels to get hemp stuff to make bracelets and then we went to adriennes for like 5 minutes and then we went to see vacancy and it was SO scary lmao then after that we went to these railraod tracks, it was mad cool then we took a lot of pictures and shit then i came home and had a softball game, then today i came home from school and went to kaits house and we made brownies for bryan<33 and then i made him a card and then we left to go to the store so kait could buy a card then we went to bryans and said we were sorry and gave him a hug and danny was there so we just hung out for awhile, i feel so bad for bryan and his family, bry doesnt deserve this, and it was so unexpected, he's gonna miss his dad so much, brain aneurysm, fuck those, like honestly i was so upset when i found out because it was so sudden, and thats what makes it hurt even more and beleive me i know that because when joe died it was unexpected, i mean its still hard when you know its coming but it makes it so much worse to be like just talkign to that person and then they are gone, like taken away from you forever, i still have trouble with the whole joey being gone and its like almost 5 months later. i miss him everyday and i think about him every second of everyday honestly i dont know how people say time heals things because i still cry myself to sleep and i still get sick to my stomach when i think oh yeah, hes never coming back, idk it just hurts so bad, but i know joe would want me to be happy and live my life to the fullest so thats what i am gonna do, just for you joe, i miss you, i love you and i hope you;re having fun in heaven.