May 20, 2005 15:29
yesterday reagan and i were wandering around st augustine aimlessly. i stopped into sprockets after noticing james's car parked outside. i was there for no more than 3 minutes. completely blown off by a person i had once considered my friend. i've found that this is the case with pretty much everyone in st augustine. last night danny, matt and mandi and i went to fusion and i saw some girls i went to flagler with. neither one said hi as they passed me by. i guess i cant blame them. i'm not one to stay up all night drinking and dancing or whatever is cool to do these days. why would they want to hang out with ME? i dont fucking care anymore. i have everything i need. if these people dont want to take a part in my life than so be it. i never needed friends that were going to end up like this. i just hope to god their friends are better at being friends than they are.
fuck st augustine