Happiness isn't...
Booking dinner for Friday night for myself and Aya in one of the best restaurants in the city for a good-bye meal, then having to move it to Saturday because she wants to meet up with random.douche that she's been seeing. (for those who don't know, "random.douche" is defined as "guy who is dating Aya and isn't me")
Then she cancels Friday with him because she's decided she only wants to be friends, but he read way more into what was going on than she did. (this is positive, from where I sit, but still means I had to change a booking for no reason)
Then an hour before today's reservation, she texts me to ask to change the reservation again because she's feeling like crap.
The only day that she really has free is tomorrow evening, which is when I have a group-project meeting arranged for one of my philosophy classes. Which means I'll be cutting that drastically short in order to do this dinner.
I'm not holding my breath about her meeting me tomorrow, and it really gets me down.
Oh, and she leaves Canada forever in 2 days, 12 hours and 30 minutes, approximately...
Also, there's a woman at work that I'm interested in, once I get my head into a place I can risk asking a co-worker out... However today I overheard her say 'my boyfriend'. Le arse. (It's probably not politic to put that in an LJ entry, as this goes to Facebook, upon which are people from work, but meh... It's not like I've identified her...)
I'm having a fair few downs to go with a couple ups right now. I'd really prefer just the ups...