Sep 26, 2004 21:23
Well let me see...
My Birthday was freezing cold. I almost froze to death that night on the backpacking trip. 9th of September fun fun fun. Well then school started. Not too bad I guess but then my step dad was being a little fucker on tuesday the 14th. End result: 4 weeks of me being grounded and no drivers license for a while. Fuck him. Now my mom is being really mean too. No one is listening to me. My home life sucks ass. No no one is dead or anything like that. I'm just really really really really pissed off. They don't give a shit that they were being just as much of an ass as i was. I'm just really tired of this shit.
I get lied to by my mom. Backstabbed by her. Etc. She isn't all that helpful. I'm tired of her promises. She never keeps them when it is about me and my step dad. He can't admit he is wrong and believes he is perfect. Fuck him.
I'm thinking of going to Cleveland for a few weeks just to get away from here. Maybe for much longer than that. Just depends. Idk it might be kinda fun just to live in Cleveland for the next few years.
Well I shouldn't even be writing this but I don't usually follow my grounding very well.
One month later and life is a bitch... I'm getting kinda tired of it all. Just give me a hole to curl up in.
I'm back to writing poetry and songs... Fun fun fun. Maybe ill post a few.
Till next time