And again...
So... I officially am tired of my fam. I had an hour long pointless chat with my mom. She is being hypocritical and then blaming me for telling the truth and making her cry. What am I supposed to be all nicy nice, and lie? I need to get out and just take a fucking break for a long time. My mom is upstairs crying because I don't like a bunch of things in the fam. Do I cry because I get shit from everyone else in the fam? No. My mom called me a bastard 3 times this last weekend. So she apologised... and made a small jesture of "kindness". Taking out the compost for me 3 times. All in all a 15 minute task or less. But when I say, "fuck you" to her on the phone cause she is being impossible... well ooo what do I get today?? Mmmm well I have "two choices", be grounded for a week or be grounded for a day and say "I'm sorry" and then go shopping for two times. That I think would cut a grand total of... mmmm... 2 hours plus a day of grounding which I would count as physological punishment and as imoral since then I would have to ocupy myself by spending time in the real world (aka. with my fam). Mmm this is a pain. My fam is a pain. Fuck it all!