Holy F***ing Shit
My family is making me really angry. I cannot believe it at all... I am pretty much being used as a scapegoat for my family's problems. UUUUURRRGGG!! It goes something like this from my bro, "Russ handles how he gets angry very maturely, you on the other hand don't.". From my mom last weekend, well she didn't say much besides get really mad at me and my bro since my step dad left for a few hours... My stepdad over the years, "You have emotional problems and an anger problem". Fuck it, fuck it all. I like my mom. I like my step dad from time to time and right now my bro should go to hell for being a racist, sexist, heartless, fucking jerk o and did I mention homophobic. He is just a little shit. I highly doubt it if i would care if he just fell off a cliff. Well maybe a bit but right now I'm pissed and don't care. Yeah I'm not the easiest person in the world to live with. But hell most of the time I'm happy and goodnatured. I don't just yell for no good reason, I don't curse for no good reason, I don't get mad for no good reason. My parents are trying the same thing over and over and over again and getting the same result: a very angry kid because they don't take responsibility for their own actions. Things don't usually go wrong with my fam. Usually only once every, idk, few months or like .1% of the time. So most of the time this never comes up. But when it does... well it suffices to say that all hell breaks loose. I get the short end of the stick in all maners of speaking. Arg. My bro practically worships my parents and manages to see through their problems and somehow forgives them and says that everything they do is right. What a fucker. I like my mom the best. I usually always get along with her except when she turns into my stepdad because somehow he brain washed her (not really but it feels like it). She has changed in my opinion badly though just slightly and only when I'm being bad. My stepdad never really changes on his view of things but I have gotten used to it. We accually had a good time working on my car today. Let me see. We got the radiator fluid leak fixed, replaced the air filter, and were about to replace the headlight, but didn't have time. Then we took it to jiffy lube to get the oil changed and found out that the rear engine seal is leaking oil profusely (well not something new since we already knew the oil was leaking but it is nice to know were). So now the car works quite nicely, ooo and we were about to add some more stearing fluid but then again we didn't have the time. So yeah I guess we get along better when we don't disagree about something. So that was nice, he is a really great guy 99% of the time but that 1% were he attemps at being a "good parent" pisses me off. Oooo and then my mom and I went out and did some shopping which was fun, well I enjoyed getting some really nice soap and shampoo + conditioner (I'm sorry it is like my little thing, I like to take care of myself and don't mind going into a *gasp* Aveada salon *gasp* to get some nice stuff, though it does put a strain on my wallet...) So that is that I guess. Overall I think that in writing it, it has made me fell better. I don't usually stay angry for more that a few minutes (around 20 or 30 at the most). So now it is off to hw... O joy! Not really but what the hell.