yay for bike riding!
so i finally got my bike back from marlas house! yay! i rode it all the way to school from her house, which isnt that far but it still kinda sucked because my legs were still kinda mad at me from the wallsits yesterday... and there was definitley this hill that i was considering just walking my bike up but i just though "no.... that hill is totally challenging me!" so i defeated it! i totally kicked that hills ass.
i read leahs journal this morning and it kind of made me really upset... almost to the point of tears. i started out yelling "WHAT THE HELL" at leah, which made me feel bad cause it wasnt her fault and i kinda made a big scene (out of pretty much nothing i might add)... something i really cant deal with. after my 30 second fit of rage i crashed and burned and just had to sit on the table with my head in my hands like a little kid... i hid the bathroom and almost cried... but it wouldnt come out. when i came back i just kinda stood looking sad...i guess i looked sad, charlie asked me if i was okay... J gave me a piece of his cookie, which by the way made me feel alot better. the cookie was super yummy and it just made me feel loved.
later i went on a walk with charlie and emelda. we didnt really have a destination so we just followed every arrow we saw... except the ones that would cause us to go back and forth for the rest of our lives and this one in an alley that pointed into a bar. we had to step over this chain in a parking lot and i totally tripped on it and fell flat on my face... it hurt but i was more embarrassed than in pain. dunno why though... people usually seem to be more concerned than amused at your clumsiness. meh. we eventually found a toy store and emelda bought us all sparkly glitter bracelets. yay!!!
i read leahs journal this morning and it kind of made me really upset... almost to the point of tears. i started out yelling "WHAT THE HELL" at leah, which made me feel bad cause it wasnt her fault and i kinda made a big scene (out of pretty much nothing i might add)... something i really cant deal with. after my 30 second fit of rage i crashed and burned and just had to sit on the table with my head in my hands like a little kid... i hid the bathroom and almost cried... but it wouldnt come out. when i came back i just kinda stood looking sad...i guess i looked sad, charlie asked me if i was okay... J gave me a piece of his cookie, which by the way made me feel alot better. the cookie was super yummy and it just made me feel loved.
later i went on a walk with charlie and emelda. we didnt really have a destination so we just followed every arrow we saw... except the ones that would cause us to go back and forth for the rest of our lives and this one in an alley that pointed into a bar. we had to step over this chain in a parking lot and i totally tripped on it and fell flat on my face... it hurt but i was more embarrassed than in pain. dunno why though... people usually seem to be more concerned than amused at your clumsiness. meh. we eventually found a toy store and emelda bought us all sparkly glitter bracelets. yay!!!