ihhhhh....pain
well the past two days have been....interesting.
yesterday i went on a fucking date! oh yea! i went and saw Constantine with this dude adam. he bought my ticket and coffee afterward..it rocks not having to pay for stuff. Constantine is awesome because it contains demons, anti-smoking messages and brass knuckles!
after the movie marla came and picked me up and we cruised around the city in her car listening to against me! we drove past of my school and marla was shocked how small it was. hehe "small"
god today i did wallsits for 3 minutes and it sucked... oh crap i forgot to mention that charlie was on my goddamn lap the whole time!!! i felt so tough but it hurt so bad goddamnit. when i finally got up to walk around i took like 5 steps and one of my legs completely just gave out! so i decided to lay on the floor for a sec. it was awesome in a scary/not-having-control-over-your-own-limbs kinda way.
alyse complimented my shoes today. hooray! this makes me happy.
i got on the el and it was completley full so i was pressed against the door. my legs were shaking from earlier so i was terrified they were just gonna give out on the train and i would fall on all these people. it was an uncomfortable claustrophobic hellhole. but i totally dumpstered a loaf of french bread from a bakery by marlas house to make myself feel better, and it did.
dude there comes a point when holding up your own body weight just makes you wanna die.
yesterday i went on a fucking date! oh yea! i went and saw Constantine with this dude adam. he bought my ticket and coffee afterward..it rocks not having to pay for stuff. Constantine is awesome because it contains demons, anti-smoking messages and brass knuckles!
after the movie marla came and picked me up and we cruised around the city in her car listening to against me! we drove past of my school and marla was shocked how small it was. hehe "small"
god today i did wallsits for 3 minutes and it sucked... oh crap i forgot to mention that charlie was on my goddamn lap the whole time!!! i felt so tough but it hurt so bad goddamnit. when i finally got up to walk around i took like 5 steps and one of my legs completely just gave out! so i decided to lay on the floor for a sec. it was awesome in a scary/not-having-control-over-your-own-limbs kinda way.
alyse complimented my shoes today. hooray! this makes me happy.
i got on the el and it was completley full so i was pressed against the door. my legs were shaking from earlier so i was terrified they were just gonna give out on the train and i would fall on all these people. it was an uncomfortable claustrophobic hellhole. but i totally dumpstered a loaf of french bread from a bakery by marlas house to make myself feel better, and it did.
dude there comes a point when holding up your own body weight just makes you wanna die.