The New Look
I just thought I'd wear Nicky for a while. *vbeg* Oh, that didn't come out the way it should have, but it sounds so fun I think I'll leave it that way. :D
For any of you who might be wondering - yes, I am alive. I've just been taking some serious me time lately - as in, the "real" me and not the internet me (who are, I swear to God, two different people) - so I've not been around much.
I'm not actually hiding. I'm just not checking email or running Trillian right now. But I'm here tonight, so I'm thinking that's probably going to change soon. And no, I'm not angry with anyone and no, I'm not avoiding anyone, and no, I can't really explain why I'm doing it. I just felt like, with it being summer, the kids being home, the house being what it is (which is a house with four kids in it all day long), and being without a job again... I just needed to spend time with them, concentrating on them, and figuring out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life.
What do I want to be when I grow up? You know, the stuff that most people figure out when they're 18 that I still haven't managed to line out for myself at 34.
Oh, and I think I've managed to give myself a healthy dose of bronchitis for good measure. :D
So to recap - not dead, kinda hiding, be back soon, and Nicky is yummy.
Yep, I think that about covers it all.
For any of you who might be wondering - yes, I am alive. I've just been taking some serious me time lately - as in, the "real" me and not the internet me (who are, I swear to God, two different people) - so I've not been around much.
I'm not actually hiding. I'm just not checking email or running Trillian right now. But I'm here tonight, so I'm thinking that's probably going to change soon. And no, I'm not angry with anyone and no, I'm not avoiding anyone, and no, I can't really explain why I'm doing it. I just felt like, with it being summer, the kids being home, the house being what it is (which is a house with four kids in it all day long), and being without a job again... I just needed to spend time with them, concentrating on them, and figuring out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life.
What do I want to be when I grow up? You know, the stuff that most people figure out when they're 18 that I still haven't managed to line out for myself at 34.
Oh, and I think I've managed to give myself a healthy dose of bronchitis for good measure. :D
So to recap - not dead, kinda hiding, be back soon, and Nicky is yummy.
Yep, I think that about covers it all.