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There is a large portion of my life during my first marriage and the time immediatly after it that I have almost completely blacked out...I only remember in vignettes, and I can't remember details like when what I'm rememebering happened. I don't know if you've ever experienced that, but it makes a person feel very helpless
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I think you are being way too hard on yourself about our clubbing days. First of all we did *not* go every night. Maybe once or twice a week. You may have given some wrong numbers out and blew people off, but that was because we were having too much fun to deal with the men approaching us. All they wanted to do was get in our pants *anyway*! Just because you're at a dance club it does not mean you want every guy in the place after you. We just wanted to let loose, dance, and have a good time. Anything bad we did during that time was made up for in the very tough life lessons we both learned, which directly ended the "party days". I am a firm beleiver in that everything happens for a reason. You and I both needed each other during that time. We didn't really have too many other people to help us. So we did what a lot of young 20-somethings do, by partying and forgetting about all our past problems. Don't beat yourself up about it Beth. What's past is past. Look at today, not yesterday.
Call me soon. Maybe we can have lunch when you are in town some day. Even if the kids are with ya. I'd *love* to see them. I hope your holidays were wonderful.
Love ya!
Christy
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