Bored again
I don't have a purpose for being here, so let's just wing it.
If you think about it, that can be used in almost any situation.
My JINS course was cancelled for today, and I would've known that had I been there Friday. I'm quite behind in it too, so things aren't going very well. I need to get my shit together in this class inparticular...and linguistics...and arch and org...but that's it, the other classes are going well...okay I have a whole book to read by Thursday for Cyberethics that I haven't touched yet, but otherwise things are okay. I have a test in arch and org this week...and another one in Logic, but that doesn't worry me so much since it's become fairly simple after I got the notation down.
I noticed yesterday that my hair is getting darker, or rather I noticed just how dark my hair has gotten. I had brushed all my hair forward for no reason, so the hair from the back was touch the hair from the front, and I noticed that the hair from the back of my head is much darker than the rest. I might just be unobservant, but if not, then it's turning dark really quick. I do have to laugh though, since the way it's doing it isn't to far off from Vash from Trigun Maximum or Hatsuharu from Fruits Basket (which makes me laugh a little more because my zodiac is the ox). Given the fact that I'm probably going bald on top of this, I'll probably look just like my father in a few years. Kind of depends on how dark my hair ends up getting. I somehow doubt it will get really dark.
This whole not-being-in-love thing is really beginning to annoy me. At least when I did like someone there was hope, but now things just seem dismal. Even if I had a girlfriend it wouldn't help that much since I'm so damn busy this semester. I'd either end up not spending enough time with her, or not spending enough time studying, which would result in me being kicked out...maybe. I kinda feel like lying and just saying that I like someone but not saying who it is just to drive people a little bit nuts. However this would not only be a lie to everyone else, but a lie to myself. They say if you lie to yourself enough eventually the lie becomes true. I think they are insane though and should be avoided at all costs. Damn, now I'm actually thinking hard about whether or not I do in fact like someone...maybe, I dunno. I'll have to meditate on that one for a bit...I might get back to you on this later, of course that depends on who it is I guess.
In other news I have deemed myself unfit to write entries for Syndication when it is 4 in the morning. I don't realize what the fuck I'm doing, and it comes out terrible because I don't edit it beyond spell checking. This of course means that there will probably be fewer entries because I'll have to make time to do it during normal hours. I'll probably finish up the current thread because I've been dwelling on it for a while now, but otherwise it'll slow down. I might go back and edit a few entries, but maybe not. Some people might be inclined to read them again if I did, and I don't feel like being redundant, even in that sense. Part of the problem with editting some of it is I'm not sure how much of it is intentional. I might have been trying to convey a certain pace or something, but in my sleepy state didn't quite pull it off...or rather I'm not sure if there is method to the madness.
If you think about it, that can be used in almost any situation.
My JINS course was cancelled for today, and I would've known that had I been there Friday. I'm quite behind in it too, so things aren't going very well. I need to get my shit together in this class inparticular...and linguistics...and arch and org...but that's it, the other classes are going well...okay I have a whole book to read by Thursday for Cyberethics that I haven't touched yet, but otherwise things are okay. I have a test in arch and org this week...and another one in Logic, but that doesn't worry me so much since it's become fairly simple after I got the notation down.
I noticed yesterday that my hair is getting darker, or rather I noticed just how dark my hair has gotten. I had brushed all my hair forward for no reason, so the hair from the back was touch the hair from the front, and I noticed that the hair from the back of my head is much darker than the rest. I might just be unobservant, but if not, then it's turning dark really quick. I do have to laugh though, since the way it's doing it isn't to far off from Vash from Trigun Maximum or Hatsuharu from Fruits Basket (which makes me laugh a little more because my zodiac is the ox). Given the fact that I'm probably going bald on top of this, I'll probably look just like my father in a few years. Kind of depends on how dark my hair ends up getting. I somehow doubt it will get really dark.
This whole not-being-in-love thing is really beginning to annoy me. At least when I did like someone there was hope, but now things just seem dismal. Even if I had a girlfriend it wouldn't help that much since I'm so damn busy this semester. I'd either end up not spending enough time with her, or not spending enough time studying, which would result in me being kicked out...maybe. I kinda feel like lying and just saying that I like someone but not saying who it is just to drive people a little bit nuts. However this would not only be a lie to everyone else, but a lie to myself. They say if you lie to yourself enough eventually the lie becomes true. I think they are insane though and should be avoided at all costs. Damn, now I'm actually thinking hard about whether or not I do in fact like someone...maybe, I dunno. I'll have to meditate on that one for a bit...I might get back to you on this later, of course that depends on who it is I guess.
In other news I have deemed myself unfit to write entries for Syndication when it is 4 in the morning. I don't realize what the fuck I'm doing, and it comes out terrible because I don't edit it beyond spell checking. This of course means that there will probably be fewer entries because I'll have to make time to do it during normal hours. I'll probably finish up the current thread because I've been dwelling on it for a while now, but otherwise it'll slow down. I might go back and edit a few entries, but maybe not. Some people might be inclined to read them again if I did, and I don't feel like being redundant, even in that sense. Part of the problem with editting some of it is I'm not sure how much of it is intentional. I might have been trying to convey a certain pace or something, but in my sleepy state didn't quite pull it off...or rather I'm not sure if there is method to the madness.