I don't know anymore

Nov 27, 2006 04:08

I don't have any answers, only questions and diversions.

Ok, I'm kind of tired right now, so I'm not sure how far I'm going to get with this. I may leave things out, but oh well. I might also use lj-cuts, but I've been kind of fond of leaving big walls of text in everyone's friends page. Okay, I'll use them...if this gets long.

Friday, November 17th: I got the PS3. I skipped Japanese class, and anime club. Resistance: Fall of Man is really fun and addictive.

Saturday: TKE retreat. Basically a nine hour meeting followed by a party. It was fun though, just painful due to lack of PS3.

Sunday: Don't remember, probably played the PS3.

Monday: Japanese and Chemistry. Japanese was confusing, Chemistry was boring. This seems like it will be shorter than expected.

Tuesday: Comp sci classes, feelings of dread due to failure. I suck. Then I packed up and headed home for Thanksgiving.

At home: The wireless broadband rocks. Resistance online rocks. Final Fantasy XII rocks. Guitar Hero...do I even have to say it?


Apparently my sarcastic remarks at one point were taken seriously by my mother. She promptly got depressed and thought I hated her. It was very difficult to convince her otherwise. It didn't help that I told her that I didn't want to talk about my problems with her. She's very paranoid, so she instantly feared the worse. I just didn't want to talk about crap because I felt she didn't need to worry about trivial bullcrap. So I ended up telling her anyway, and everything got sorted out, but she's still acting weird.

My sister is doing fine, anti-depressants seem to be dandy. So is Dylan, same reason. My sister and her friend bought FFXII; I played it inbetween Resistance online and dealing with my family. I may need to borrow it from people here, but it'd probably be for the best that I didn't. At least not until I stop being a dumbass in my classes.

Thanksgiving was awesome, my dad's cooking rules. After the extended family left and everyone else went to bed a few friends came over and I went out and got some rum. Drank the rum a bit too quick and started drinking the beer I had left over from cleaning the TKE garage. Honestly Guinness is a great beer, but it's still beer, and thus, sucks. We then proceded to go for a drive since Danny was still sober, and then things took a turn for the weird. They decided to hotbox the car with the weed they had, and I was too drunk to stop them. Second time being high, second time hating it. We got back, I hurl a few times, and then we watch the Tenchi movie in Japanese with subtitles. Dylan couldn't read at that point, and I couldn't follow what was going on. I did realize that some translations were incorrect, but then I fell asleep. At least I remember all of that, Dylan couldn't remember any of it and he drank as much as I did. Then again, I did get rid of some of it, and he did not. That night made me want to cut back on drinking, even though I don't drink all that much.

At some point I got in the SomethingAwful Resistance clan, and we played for quite a while online. Also a great deal of my laundry was done. My grandparents came over on Sunday night, which prevented me from getting back here before 11:30p.m. My grandfather repeatedly gave me money, and then forgot that he had done so. That was just awkward. I ended up with more money than I've received from relatives at one time since I graduated from high school. I'll probably buy another PS3 game, but I don't know which one. Also I'll save enough of it to buy my grandfather a nice present for Christmas.

Okay, enough of that stuff. As far as classes go, I suck, as mentioned earlier. I suck at Chemistry outloud, even with sufficient studying in some cases, so I'm probably screwed in that class, I'll get a D if I'm lucky, a C if I'm really lucky. Japanese is going alright. I have a C in there last I checked, but it's close to a B. Don't care too much since I won't be taking anymore of it here. Going a whole year inbetween classes is NOT something I would want to do. I'm really far behind in my CS classes, perhaps too far behind to ask for help from the professor and have it actually result in anything. Can Dare actually help me with my prolog program? We might yet find out.

Then there's all the depression about how I'm overweight and not dating anyone, blah blah blah, let's not go into that again. I think I'm done. I just pray that I don't fuck up majorly and flunk out of college. This reminds me that I have an online course...I should get on that...if anyone else wants to pray, go for it, it will do more good than me praying since I don't follow any religion really...I haven't gone into that for a while have I? If anyone's interested in my religious beliefs, then just ask me sometime and I will probably go through it as fast as I can. Later.

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