Comments | brightlotusmoon: And this is why I blog about it: My friends ask about it and still love me.

brightlotusmoon

And this is why I blog about it: My friends ask about it and still love me.

Jun 29, 2012 18:51

My physician called me to go over the list of questions that the disability lawyer sent her, and we answered them together, and yeah, it's bad. I don't know what else the SSDI people will want, but I think between all this documentation, I'll appear intensely miserable, mostly incompetent, and screwed up on a daily basis, which is just the truth. I ( Read more... )

brain fog, chronic pain, brain, mind, fatigue, disabilities, doctors, emotions, health, migraine, weather, body

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nakeddementia June 29 2012, 22:54:32 UTC

i am so glad to hear about how warm and understanding your doc is.
*hugs and tail wags from the monster-dog*

nakeddementia June 29 2012, 22:56:16 UTC

okay, i know, that's a terrible userpic. just thought you may get a chuckle from it.
wikkit thinks there is no difference between him and cats. he learned to drink from the toilet by watching a cat do it. that's what's going on in that photo.

brightlotusmoon June 29 2012, 22:57:43 UTC

LOL, he's so adorable! He does sometimes look like a big kitty!

el_esteleth June 29 2012, 23:37:08 UTC

*hugs* I'm so glad you have your primary doctor on your side and who is in your corner.

*hugs more*

(And there have been other entries you've made in the past few days that I've wanted to comment on but haven't had the brain- and physical-power to say something understandable.)

*hugs* When's your SSDI hearing again?

brightlotusmoon June 29 2012, 23:51:59 UTC

It's okay, sweetie. I know you care no matter how few words you're capable of. :)

My hearing is July 10 at 10:45 AM.

el_esteleth June 30 2012, 00:34:05 UTC

*hugs* Thank you for understanding. I'm really worried about tomorrow cuz I have a concert to go to with a friend and my body is really not working properly right now. :( And this is why I have so few RL friends, cuz I end up having to cancel or being miserable at most events I try to go to. (Sorry for the vent there. I'm struggling a little apparently.)

I'll keep praying for you about your hearing. I've been praying every day cuz I had no brean and couldn't remember when it was.

*hugs more*

phoenixsansfyr June 30 2012, 02:02:12 UTC

Breathe in the knowledge that you are loved. Rest on that. You're here and loved and it will be okay. It will. Even with all the road blocks and the misery and even on the days when you have too few spears, it will be okay, for all it sucks and is horrible and existence sometimes seems like far too much effort <3