Somethign else i thought about....

[brightdreamer85]

Looking back on past entries...i know now that i don't wantto date carlos and rather have him as a friend. Erick is just too far and lil odd to me...he might do too many drugs and doesn't remember somethings i've already told him about. Weird....i really need to date a rich white boy! HAHAHA.... ok well yah maybe im no kidding..maybe thats what i need?! A white boy or a boy that is white and something other than hispanic..no offense, but i've dated a lot of hispanic guys...it's time for a change! not now...maybe during winter vacation ill meet this supposed "soul mate" or someone that sparks me the right way! haha.....if i do he must be openned to doing new things...like playing theatre games with me that involve building connections and such. that would be sooo much fun...but i could only think of how he would tell his friends..OMG my new bf is a lil weird, wanting to play theatre games with me and recite lines with him.....damn that leave one type of person willing to do it...another theatre major! WOWZERS!!! haha i dunno...........really time to finish my project!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

or maybe....someone from my past i've wanted will resurface and things will be better? eh i dunno what im talking about,.....it's all about The Lion in the Winter!!! GAH