I have all these people telling me I'm such a great person...yet I'm so alone in all of this.
Dylan was never a friend.
Simply another male who wanted to fuck me.
Sad I almost trusted him as friend.
Then he had to push it
Fucker.
But I guess I got what I bargined for.
Someone simply to get Joe's attention.
I knew what would have happened had I hung out with him.
He would have made a move.
Or worst then the one he did today.
Ugh.
I would have fucking knocked him out.
Why do I put myself in such a fucked situation.
I never got to see Joe by the way.
He was too tired to care to answer his phone.
Doesn't matter I'll see him in the mourning.
I miss him so much.
It's stupid I feel completely alone without him around.
No matter how many people I'm around.
Tomorrow I'm going to look perfect for nothing.
A few odd stares at school.
A few cheap pick lines like always.
Worthless flirting looks thrown my way.
Just because I don't want their attention.
I want Joe's
I want him to say once I'm beautiful.
Or hot.
Pretty.
ANYTHING.
I'm so pathedic some times.
I even sicken myself.
Fuck.
Later,
Spooky
KITTIE LYRICS
"Suck"
Free From The Sun. In The Dark I Am None.
Though My Heart Sinks Like That One, I Am Told.
Respect Nothing! Not This Love.
Falling Further in This Motherfucking Hole!
Believe Me, Believe Me, Believe Me When I Say you suck.
You Disgust Me When You bring Me Down.
But though My Heart Says I Will Die Without YOU!
Respect Nothing! Not This Love.
Falling Further In This Motherfucking Hole!
Believe Me When I Say You Suck. oh fuck!
Believe Me, Believe Me, Please Believe Me,
When I Say, When I Say, When I Say, When I... Say
FUCK YOU, YOU THINK ITS ALL FUNNY [3x]
FUCK YOU. Like I Said
FUCK YOU, YOU THINK ITS ALL FUNNY [3x]
FUCK YOU!