goodbye
going to have to do things i dont want to do but they are for the better... it is good that i am recognizing things as being toxic vs being healthy but i hate feeling like i'm pulling out my own teeth just to get somewhere.
not being standing for it anymore.. not being passive or accepting pain just because i love the person who inflicts it. cutting ties. even though neither of us want this it is what we both deserve. i deserve better and you don't deserve me. something like that. i know it is true. i don't want it but i know it.
gunna go drink a beer with my mommy and stick my feet in the sand
i can't tackle this for a little while anyways so i might as well find peace until then
not being standing for it anymore.. not being passive or accepting pain just because i love the person who inflicts it. cutting ties. even though neither of us want this it is what we both deserve. i deserve better and you don't deserve me. something like that. i know it is true. i don't want it but i know it.
gunna go drink a beer with my mommy and stick my feet in the sand
i can't tackle this for a little while anyways so i might as well find peace until then