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i will admit that my last post was extremly depressing
but in all honesty it's just how i was feeling at that time
i mean you would be lying if you said that your life was sunshine and daisy 24/7
that was just a momentarily feeling, and you don't really need to worry..i won't committ suicide
but it's helped me see, that if a person is in distress..
it's a good way to get people to talk to them
it's weird how people won't talk to youfor months
but you write one depressing thing
and all of a sudden you're hte best thing since sliced bread
think aobut htat
think about how well you value your friends
i need to think about this too
do we just want to be people who say hi to people when they are in trouble
or do we want to be constant with our relationships
do we want to just use that person for when there's no one else around?
i don't
i don't at all
and i'm sorry if you feel i'm pointing you out while saying htat i'm not like this
cause i am
but i feel i have valid reasoning
and i want everyone who reads this and have felt as though i have abondoned them know
that i have something going on every single night of hte week
and i'd love to spend my time lollygagging around with friends
but i've decided to use my time to serve god, get a job, go to school, become something great
i love friends
i love every single one of them
even the ones that i get in fights with really easily
or i say that they get on mynerves really fast
or the ones that bug me
or the ones that i never call
or hte ones that i never even converse with
if you have been in my lifee at one time or another
i love you
and i want everyone to know that
and i wish things could be different
i wish for hte old times so much
but if we always stayed in the same place, that place that is so great to us, would be boring and unoriginal.
i'm sorry
michelle
but in all honesty it's just how i was feeling at that time
i mean you would be lying if you said that your life was sunshine and daisy 24/7
that was just a momentarily feeling, and you don't really need to worry..i won't committ suicide
but it's helped me see, that if a person is in distress..
it's a good way to get people to talk to them
it's weird how people won't talk to youfor months
but you write one depressing thing
and all of a sudden you're hte best thing since sliced bread
think aobut htat
think about how well you value your friends
i need to think about this too
do we just want to be people who say hi to people when they are in trouble
or do we want to be constant with our relationships
do we want to just use that person for when there's no one else around?
i don't
i don't at all
and i'm sorry if you feel i'm pointing you out while saying htat i'm not like this
cause i am
but i feel i have valid reasoning
and i want everyone who reads this and have felt as though i have abondoned them know
that i have something going on every single night of hte week
and i'd love to spend my time lollygagging around with friends
but i've decided to use my time to serve god, get a job, go to school, become something great
i love friends
i love every single one of them
even the ones that i get in fights with really easily
or i say that they get on mynerves really fast
or the ones that bug me
or the ones that i never call
or hte ones that i never even converse with
if you have been in my lifee at one time or another
i love you
and i want everyone to know that
and i wish things could be different
i wish for hte old times so much
but if we always stayed in the same place, that place that is so great to us, would be boring and unoriginal.
i'm sorry
michelle