On the First Day of Christmas ...
Well .. so it begins. The 10 Days o' Toil .. whereupon I reflect on mistakes and missteps that have led me to where I am.
It's difficult to realize and respect everything that I have during this particular period .. I'm drawn to focusing on everything I have lost.
Hopefully I will not be drawn to do anything too rash .. like starting conversations with people that will serve no advantage whatsoever. My iPhone is not too keen on helping matters, what with the magic shuffle reminding me of things I really would rather move past ..
This holiday sucks. The one after it is just as bad .. and then, finally, three days later, I get to realize everything that is .. once again .. and get really pissed off.
Aside from that, life is well. I have old friends to hang with, new friends to beat on, and I am well respected and welcome. Somehow, it still just isn't enough. Is that greed, frustration, or ignorance?
Enough with the emo B.S. .. we will check back in a few weeks from now .. who knows what news will bring.
It's difficult to realize and respect everything that I have during this particular period .. I'm drawn to focusing on everything I have lost.
Hopefully I will not be drawn to do anything too rash .. like starting conversations with people that will serve no advantage whatsoever. My iPhone is not too keen on helping matters, what with the magic shuffle reminding me of things I really would rather move past ..
This holiday sucks. The one after it is just as bad .. and then, finally, three days later, I get to realize everything that is .. once again .. and get really pissed off.
Aside from that, life is well. I have old friends to hang with, new friends to beat on, and I am well respected and welcome. Somehow, it still just isn't enough. Is that greed, frustration, or ignorance?
Enough with the emo B.S. .. we will check back in a few weeks from now .. who knows what news will bring.