Goodbye decade.
Oh wow.
The year's almost over. Goodbye to this influential decade. I feel like much of myself was defined these last few years. I became comfortable in my skin. I will never be as confident as some, and I will always hold those insecurities, but I feel good finally being able to express myself.
I turned 18 last week too. :] Finally an adult. Feels sorta weird I suppose, but hey, it's not like I'm about to go and buy cigs or something. I don't even have a license yet. Kinda irritating. Also deciding on potential college. I'm thinking Albion. Well, there's a pretty good chance it will be. But my brother keeps urging me to keep my options open. :sigh: I keep applying places cause I know otherwise he'd start harping on me about it. He wants me to go to U of M... HA, yeah that's not gonna happen.
What else, what else... Been dating this guy, Aaron... and well it's kinda of a long distance thing. I don't know how it's gonna work out, and frankly, I'm not optimistic about it at the moment.
Christmas is in three days! Finally bought everyone (who's important anyway) a gift. I had to put up the Christmas tree last week by myself, but I didn't mind. This way I was able to add my own artistic idea on how it should turn out. I have to say, at least it doesn't look all slopped together like it usually does. Bravo me. But I just love the Christmas season. And I'm not even talking about the "receiving presents and giving presents" kinda thing. I just like the feel of the season. How everyone's just a little bit kinder and people go out of their way to help strangers and spend time with those who are important to them. That sounds incredibly corny, but it's the truth.
To be honest, I completely forgot about live journal. I was at the point where everything was boring, and every idea I had didn't sound appealing. I kinda just wanted to let some words flow out of my head. And that's when I remembered! I've actually been using Facebook to express myself lately. But today... well I dunno... there was nothing to do that I hadn't already done! >.>
Okay, I think I'm done. Thank you Live Journal for putting up with me these last few years. During my many bad moments, and my few good ones. I feel like I shared a lot of secrets with you. And with every new entry I feel my writing skills grow. Just look at my oldest post. Yeah, I guarantee you'll see a difference.
Annnnddd... MERRY CHRISTMAS.
The year's almost over. Goodbye to this influential decade. I feel like much of myself was defined these last few years. I became comfortable in my skin. I will never be as confident as some, and I will always hold those insecurities, but I feel good finally being able to express myself.
I turned 18 last week too. :] Finally an adult. Feels sorta weird I suppose, but hey, it's not like I'm about to go and buy cigs or something. I don't even have a license yet. Kinda irritating. Also deciding on potential college. I'm thinking Albion. Well, there's a pretty good chance it will be. But my brother keeps urging me to keep my options open. :sigh: I keep applying places cause I know otherwise he'd start harping on me about it. He wants me to go to U of M... HA, yeah that's not gonna happen.
What else, what else... Been dating this guy, Aaron... and well it's kinda of a long distance thing. I don't know how it's gonna work out, and frankly, I'm not optimistic about it at the moment.
Christmas is in three days! Finally bought everyone (who's important anyway) a gift. I had to put up the Christmas tree last week by myself, but I didn't mind. This way I was able to add my own artistic idea on how it should turn out. I have to say, at least it doesn't look all slopped together like it usually does. Bravo me. But I just love the Christmas season. And I'm not even talking about the "receiving presents and giving presents" kinda thing. I just like the feel of the season. How everyone's just a little bit kinder and people go out of their way to help strangers and spend time with those who are important to them. That sounds incredibly corny, but it's the truth.
To be honest, I completely forgot about live journal. I was at the point where everything was boring, and every idea I had didn't sound appealing. I kinda just wanted to let some words flow out of my head. And that's when I remembered! I've actually been using Facebook to express myself lately. But today... well I dunno... there was nothing to do that I hadn't already done! >.>
Okay, I think I'm done. Thank you Live Journal for putting up with me these last few years. During my many bad moments, and my few good ones. I feel like I shared a lot of secrets with you. And with every new entry I feel my writing skills grow. Just look at my oldest post. Yeah, I guarantee you'll see a difference.
Annnnddd... MERRY CHRISTMAS.