startling discoveries

May 27, 2004 14:13

Well, it was 4:00 a.m. yesterday and I was trying to get some sleep. Trying and failing of course because I can never sleep. Perhaps that's because I don't get up until one in the afternoon. It's a vicious cycle. Anyways it was early morning and I was confined to either the shit that was on the radio or my thoughts. Well I tried the radio for an hour because nothing is more frightening then my thoughts in the early morning. After I heard about the fifth song about "the perfect man" I had had just enough of that crap. I turned off the radio and decided I'd take my chances alone with my thoughts.
Sitting in the dark at 4:00 in the morning thinking is a terrible thing to do. But I got to thinking and I figured the night would go quicker if I just dwelt on my fantasy like I have done so many times before. Well for the longest time my fantasy has been to meet an attractive girl and have hot steamy sex with her. But yesterday night/morning it was different. I found that I was thinking about meeting an attractive girl and inviting her over for dinner. It was peculiar...
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