i'm always second best.

[brianisapimp]

i thought it would be okay. i was convinced. people have moved on. people have gone away from my life. they are gone. and i am being lied to and cheated and played. i'm living in one huge, scary dream. no school comfort and no home comfort. people have moved the fuck on and they have forgotten me. people don't return my calls or my IMs, people

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[abbiepie]

i still love you! hugs!

[brianisapimp]

thanks abbie!

[anonymous]

growing up.... eternal process... dont think u'll wake up one day and u'll be growing, or that u havent been growing and changnig this entire summer. this summer has been really really different and difficult for everyone.. THIS is growing up. you go through thigns, and then you grow out of the stale emotions they leave u with.. and it all starts again. start to love the cycle, brian, or nothing will evers satisfy you. <3, juliet